I just couldnt and i still cant. I dont think ill ever be able to, and to be honest i dont WANT it.
Yes it hurts.
Its sad to let go of a dream you held onto for so long, but it stayed a dream for a reason. Reality is much greater.
Sometimes i cant even handle the thought of it all. Some wounds are still fresh but im moving on.
After everything we have been through you owe me the chance to move on. And instead of trying to fix the unfixable, you need to move on as well.
Nothing of this can or will be lost or forgotten. Youll always be who you were to me but only to who i was before; regardless.. You will always hold a special place that NO ONE could ever replace.